Aurora
Pull me from my slumber
I cannot spend another moment in this world of ‘mares
They chase me so
They scare me so
Come to me in your robe of light
Beckon forth your brother Sol
Send away your sister Luna
Let me waken
Let me see the light and rejoice
I beg of you
Help me
At last…
Now I see the dawn
And a new day can be mine
What am I scared of? by Mallymkun-Mouse, literature
Literature
What am I scared of?
What am I scared of? Well there are the silly things like spiders and sharks and clowns- not the acrobatic clowns but the ones with the face paint and the custard pies and the blegh.
But then there are the things that give me nightmares. Like losing those I love, either through death or too strong an argument that it damages the relationship so completely that we wouldn't be able to be near one another. I’m terrified of the thought that one day all those closest to me will be dead and gone, and I know it’s unlikely that I will be on my own at my end, but the thought is still present.
I’m scared of growing up and becoming a
It would be better if I had never met you,
Then I would never feel this way.
However, saying that I think
I'd still regret it everyday...
* * * * *
The smells and sounds of yesteryear,
Will never leave me, my dear,
For although my head can still pretend,
My heart, alas, will never mend.
* * * * *
No one knows where they come from,
No one knows where they go,
Nor from where the lilies blossom,
Or to where the rivers flow.
* * * * *
There!
In the lights!
Up above the sky,
Another world does lie.
Different animals,
Different people,
Different lives,
Yet all so s
Dear teen Jenny,
Hi. It's me. No really, me, as in you from the future. Really. *spooky music* So how are you? Well moot point I guess seeing as how I know how you are cause I was you at one point and still am and…. I'll stop there with all that shall I? I can feel you shaking your head at our silliness. Thing is although I'm saying to teen me I am still actually a teen as I'm writing this, nineteen to be exact. So I'm sort of still in teenager mode I guess, well student mode now- that's a point you get into university! I'll let you find out where on your own, no spoilers I'm afraid. Anyway what was my point? Oh yeah, I still feel like a tee
Aurora
Pull me from my slumber
I cannot spend another moment in this world of ‘mares
They chase me so
They scare me so
Come to me in your robe of light
Beckon forth your brother Sol
Send away your sister Luna
Let me waken
Let me see the light and rejoice
I beg of you
Help me
At last…
Now I see the dawn
And a new day can be mine
What am I scared of? by Mallymkun-Mouse, literature
Literature
What am I scared of?
What am I scared of? Well there are the silly things like spiders and sharks and clowns- not the acrobatic clowns but the ones with the face paint and the custard pies and the blegh.
But then there are the things that give me nightmares. Like losing those I love, either through death or too strong an argument that it damages the relationship so completely that we wouldn't be able to be near one another. I’m terrified of the thought that one day all those closest to me will be dead and gone, and I know it’s unlikely that I will be on my own at my end, but the thought is still present.
I’m scared of growing up and becoming a
It would be better if I had never met you,
Then I would never feel this way.
However, saying that I think
I'd still regret it everyday...
* * * * *
The smells and sounds of yesteryear,
Will never leave me, my dear,
For although my head can still pretend,
My heart, alas, will never mend.
* * * * *
No one knows where they come from,
No one knows where they go,
Nor from where the lilies blossom,
Or to where the rivers flow.
* * * * *
There!
In the lights!
Up above the sky,
Another world does lie.
Different animals,
Different people,
Different lives,
Yet all so s
Dear teen Jenny,
Hi. It's me. No really, me, as in you from the future. Really. *spooky music* So how are you? Well moot point I guess seeing as how I know how you are cause I was you at one point and still am and…. I'll stop there with all that shall I? I can feel you shaking your head at our silliness. Thing is although I'm saying to teen me I am still actually a teen as I'm writing this, nineteen to be exact. So I'm sort of still in teenager mode I guess, well student mode now- that's a point you get into university! I'll let you find out where on your own, no spoilers I'm afraid. Anyway what was my point? Oh yeah, I still feel like a tee
Heya :) How have you been? Awesome! What's been happening with you? Really? No freaking way dude! Sweet as :)
Just a heads up really that I'm going to be trying to upload lots of photos in next few days, so sorry if it messes up your messages or whatever they're called now.
Also currently living in Barossa Valley in South Australia, heard of a wine called Jacobs Creek? Yeah where that's from :D Ermmm.... going travelling in 3 weeks up to Alice Springs from Adelaide, then going from Cairns down to Mission Beach for a week, then back up to Cairns to go on a tour from there to Sydney then some days in Sydney before heading home to England :) A
So time for update I guess?
Educational Update-
A-Level results: English Lit, C; Theatre, C; Psychology, C.
University: Canterbury Christ Church (England), 2012- 2016
Course: American Studies (4 years w/ year abroad)
Gap Year Update-
Where: Busselton, Western Australia
Been here 2 weeks tomorrow, emotions are shot, feel utterly homesick and not convinced the mum I am au pairing for likes me. Do not feel welcome or at home.
Extremely lonely- only friend at the moment is the family dog and the woman who runs the internet cafe at weekends.
Not convinced this placement was a great idea even though I really like the area.
Advice is welco
:bulletyellow: Wicked was A-MA-ZING!!! :woohoo:
:bulletorange: So was the rest of London. Only been down to London about 4 times in my whole life... Kinda shocking really :)
:bulletyellow: Exams are finally over. English Lit went ok, so did Psychology, ballsed up Theatre Studies :(
:bulletorange: Alton Towers was EPIC! :XD: Got on 10 rides.
:bulletyellow: Holiday to Portugal was just gorgeous, shame bout the weird tan lines...
:bulletorange: Sixth Form Leavers Prom was worth the wait. Actually felt good about how I looked, so that's a big plus :D Plus everyone else looked "Fabulous darlin'", had nice meal (I really love pies...), and dan